Now this is a section you will probably see alot of me in lol. It is not that I do not like men, I adore them, but they do have this little way of getting us stressed, pissed, frustrated, and want to yell out. But they also have a way to get us to smile or laugh, to open up in a way noone else can. They can surprise us when we think they have no more left to show, they can thrill us and excite us, some with only saying uh huh, and we get goosebumps.
for now I am only talking about men online. Talk about totaly different then the ones you actualy get to met face to face. Or is the way they behave etc, online their true self, and offline just a cover or an act because they don’t feel safe to be who they truely are inside.
Lately what stresses me out so much are the men who plays the trade game. a good example is, at christman time a guy i have talked to thru email for a while now, asked me what i would like for christmas, after telling him I didnt want anything, and him repeating the Q to me, I finaly gave in and said the title of a book I really wanted to get. His reply was well I will get you the book, IF. the hated IF. If a woman does this or that they will be rewarded, BS. if a guy asked me what I would like and I tell him, dont want to hear i can have it IF, that tells me he didnt have any intention what so ever of getting me anything so why ask it. If i have to give up something in order to get a gift that was first offered to me, I would rather go without thank you.
the other thing is men cant be happy with what they have at the moment. friendship is never enough for them. They always want more and right NOW, they sure are not very patient humans are they?
